last night, i had a dream... my father was injured while working in my dream. when i woke up in the morning, my mother receive a call from my father saying that he had an accident while working and he's in the hospital now. when i heard the news i was shock, a wave of guilt suddenly overwhelm me, i cried over the fact that my father was very seriously injured. we took the cab to (nuh), when we arrive at the hospital, the side of my father limping toward me with with tears in his eyes due to the pain in his legs was too unbearable. than we when to the emergency department and look for the doctor,we waited the doctor for around 8 hours before my father was able to get a treatment. the wound was around 7 cm long.OMG!!? the wound was so deep that the bone can be seen. at the moment we still wasn't sure if the vein was cut my father will become paralyze.my father told us that initially, when the incident occur, his was unable to feel any pain but could only see himself bleeding profusely. i felt very self reproach and guilty.......i felt very frustrated.... and...... felt like suiciding.....